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Repiphany
Read moreA sudden re-realization.
Writing
Read moreWhy I write….
Irony
Read moreI look better than I ever have. And no one (relatively speaking) wants to suck my cock!
Nights with athena (part 1)
Read moreAthena’s coming to town, and we won’t have sex.
An old story, told (perhaps?) differently
Read moreThinking about my relationship to fucking, handjobs, blowjobs, and… my father.
Thinking….
Read moreOn paying for it and how it deforms my brain.
Chatgpt
Read moreI’m loving ChatGPT….
A note on (my) anger and fear
Read moreA realization about my writing.
Fear
Read moreDamn I’m scared
Mania (#167,232)
Read moreI’m scared!
Meet nicole – or thoughts about porn
Read moreWondering about why I don’t mind paying for porn, but I don’t want to pay YOU for porn….
Manipulation? motivation?
Read moreI use Persephone to revisit feelings of rejection and abandonment.
Back and forth with persephone
Read moreShe says she’s easy to project onto, and project onto her, I did….
Directing my own porn
Read moreI would make a great porn director, don’t you think?
Covid, or, feeling alive, or, irony
Read moreI’m not immune to COVID.
Epiphanies
Read moreAha! Or, duh!
Stoya, star-fucking, narcissism, and middle-aged swingers
Read moreIn which I get an e-mail from one of my favorite ever porn stars….
Narcissistic asshat (ii)
Read moreI misbehaved. Unintentionally. And had a collision with Tamora’s sensitivities.
Narcissistic asshat (i)
Read moreI am, according to Tamora, a narcissistic asshat. :-/
Slowly slowly
Read moreThe workings of my sexual response cycle.
