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A note on (my) anger and fear
Read moreA realization about my writing.
Fear
Read moreDamn I’m scared
Mania (#167,232)
Read moreI’m scared!
Meet nicole – or thoughts about porn
Read moreWondering about why I don’t mind paying for porn, but I don’t want to pay YOU for porn….
Manipulation? motivation?
Read moreI use Persephone to revisit feelings of rejection and abandonment.
Back and forth with persephone
Read moreShe says she’s easy to project onto, and project onto her, I did….
Directing my own porn
Read moreI would make a great porn director, don’t you think?
Covid, or, feeling alive, or, irony
Read moreI’m not immune to COVID.
Epiphanies
Read moreAha! Or, duh!
Stoya, star-fucking, narcissism, and middle-aged swingers
Read moreIn which I get an e-mail from one of my favorite ever porn stars….
Narcissistic asshat (ii)
Read moreI misbehaved. Unintentionally. And had a collision with Tamora’s sensitivities.
Narcissistic asshat (i)
Read moreI am, according to Tamora, a narcissistic asshat. :-/
Slowly slowly
Read moreThe workings of my sexual response cycle.
A few random thoughts on anger
Read moreThinking about fucking. And anger. Mostly, anger.
On being cucked
Read moreCharlotte’s gonna get fucked. And I feel safe.
Safety. danger. play.
Read morePlaying on the knife’s edge between safety and danger is where the fun is.
Lament
Read moreI feel shitty. Oh so shitty.
Envy vs. jealousy, #27
Read moreI get confused about which is which.
Forgiveness
Read moreThe loss of my best friend.
Making a meal of hope
Read moreI find my head unexpectedly between Hope’s thick, muscular thighs.
