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Navigating sadness and beauty in midlife
Read moreI grapple with pervasive sadness about aging, beauty, and desire.
Dominance, dubmission, and new dating dynamics
Read moreAfter years of D/s relationships, my presumptuous and demanding habits are causing missteps as I start dating older, more experienced women.
Cunt dreams
Read moreJust what is it I’m scared of? Same old same old…. Shame. Abandonment. Loss.
Ashamed – of what?!?
Read moreWhy is it so shameful to be caught masturbating?
Commuting
Read moreAn appreciation for the thrill of being tossed around like a rag doll.
What i’m feeling
Read moreA rough morning.
Sadness and porn
Read moreLooking at porn to feel sad.
How hiring help can backfire beautifully
Read moreYou just can’t get good help any more! And thank God!
Parking
Read moreA parking dispute….
Planning a date with cee (spoiler: it won’t happen)
Read moreChronicle of a date’s death foretold.
Ghosting
Read moreAn open letter to a woman who disappeared.
How can i make it up to you? (reflective version)
Read moreA slightly more reflective reflection on how Serena can make it up to me
How can i make it up to you?
Read moreMy feelings were hurt
Catalog of disappointment
Read moreI revisit the same disappointment over and over, with woman after woman. Today alone, I managed it half a dozen times.
Missing serena
Read moreI’m a block from Serena, and I’m not going to tell her.
Serena’s fade-out
Read moreMy affair with Serena is flickering out, and the pain has been overwhelming. I’ve kept my thoughts hidden, too raw and vulnerable. Now, I’m torn between rage and terror, emotions that clash with my rational understanding.
Fear and uncertainty in dating
Read moreI find that if I mine my interactions with, and feelings about, various women in my life, I can learn a lot of interesting stuff. Mostly around my fear and uncertainty in dating.
Reflections the day after a sex party
Read moreMore than anything, sex parties make me THINK. The day after a sex party, I’m filled with thoughts, imaginings, and reflections.
Lateness, abandonment, and my psychosis (a journal entry)
Read moreSerena is late, and disappoints me just a bit. Turns out, I manage it fine.
Narcissism
Read moreI write a blog, and have done for over a decade, so, naturally, I’m filled with narcissism.
