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On jealousy and writing (a fragment)
Read moreSometimes, I hold back when I write. Or, I don’t write, out of holding back.
Melrose’s place
Read moreThe final tantalizing, unsatisfying part of a date with Charlotte.
Texts i’m always happy to receive
Read moreIt’s really easy to step away from me in a way that won’t hurt me. Please – don’t hurt me.
Trauma bond
Read moreHow I use Charlotte to revisit my painful past. Not her fault, but….
Contested history, memory, and the body
Read moreAnother part of my mother’s abandonment of me, of my loss of safety.
A few more thoughts on arrogance
Read moreBoth sides, now.
Anger
Read moreWhat is it that makes me REALLY angry?
Kerfuffle
Read moreThe other side of the “I’m arrogant” story.
Charlotte has questions for me
Read moreI wrote this a while ago, and somehow never posted it. Charlotte had some questions for me, after reading about Anal Ava.
Catching up on charlotte
Read moreListening to Charlotte’s pleasure.
Hey jealousy
Read moreJealousy’s a bitch, no?
Hope delivers (part 2)
Read moreAnd now? Hope does come for me.
Hope delivers (part 1)
Read moreHope comes to me (and, in part 2, will come for me….)
Hope looms
Read moreHope is on her way. The anticipation – and the uncertainty – is killing me.
My ability to feel abandoned…
Read moreI’m vulnerable.
If you leave (varsity-level instruction)
Read moreI hate it when you leave me. Here’s how to make it (less un)bearable.
Abandonment, #4,121,943 (or, “life lessons”)
Read moreMy mother left me, and I can’t stop remembering it.
A meditation on jealousy
Read moreRelationships lead to loss. Jealousy is how I remind myself of that certainty.
A new hope
Read moreHope returns, and my cock wakes up. Summary: I won’t get to fuck her pretty face any time soon. But I did (and you may) hear her come for me.
Athena hates not getting what she wants
Read moreAthena doesn’t know what she wants. But I know what she needs.
