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Checkmate – an nyc sex club – a night of fun and regret
Read moreThe beginning of a trip to Checkmate – a New York sex club – with Charlotte and Milica.
A sense of aliveness
Read moreI feel alive.
Romanticization
Read moreDo I romanticize? I don’t think so. Not so much.
An epiphany, of sorts
Read moreReconciling myself to the inevitability of imperfection, the certainty of loss.
Epiphanies
Read moreIn which I realize some things about how I’m crazy, revisiting ancient wounds of loss.
A torrid evening with hope
Read moreHidden sushi, crimson panties, and a reunion with Hope’s warm mouth after a very long time away.
Cleo dumps me
Read moreCleo dumped me.
Shame, shame, shame
Read moreIn which I, maybe?, get caught stealing an unwelcome glance.
Shame
Read moreSometimes, I imagine I’m invisible, silent, unnoticed. Sometimes, I’m wrong.
Shame (#231,645)
Read moreWhat shame is to me.
Male sex blogs
Read moreIs this the best male sex blog? I genuinely believe it is.
Shame (#45,232)
Read moreSunlight dissolves shame.
I believe in ghosts
Read moreIn which a woman disappears on me. As so many have done. Am I wired to make women disappear?
Repiphany
Read moreA sudden re-realization.
Writing
Read moreWhy I write….
Irony
Read moreI look better than I ever have. And no one (relatively speaking) wants to suck my cock!
Nights with athena (part 1)
Read moreAthena’s coming to town, and we won’t have sex.
An old story, told (perhaps?) differently
Read moreThinking about my relationship to fucking, handjobs, blowjobs, and… my father.
Thinking….
Read moreOn paying for it and how it deforms my brain.
Chatgpt
Read moreI’m loving ChatGPT….
