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Lateness, abandonment, and my psychosis (a journal entry)
Read moreSerena is late, and disappoints me just a bit. Turns out, I manage it fine.
Narcissism
Read moreI write a blog, and have done for over a decade, so, naturally, I’m filled with narcissism.
Another in a series on intrusive thoughts
Read moreIntrusive thoughts on a massage table.
Intrusive thoughts
Read moreI have a LOT of intrusive thoughts.
Shame, again
Read moreI’m just always happier when I’m myself.
All about my mother (#2,111)
Read moreThe power of the unconscious, or, how I use women.
Eating serena
Read moreA birthday meal. And a disappearance.
Rethinking marina
Read more‘Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all?
Secrecy and shame
Read moreA fragment on secrecy and shame.
Checkmate – an nyc sex club – a night of fun and regret
Read moreThe beginning of a trip to Checkmate – a New York sex club – with Charlotte and Milica.
A sense of aliveness
Read moreI feel alive.
Romanticization
Read moreDo I romanticize? I don’t think so. Not so much.
An epiphany, of sorts
Read moreReconciling myself to the inevitability of imperfection, the certainty of loss.
Epiphanies
Read moreIn which I realize some things about how I’m crazy, revisiting ancient wounds of loss.
A torrid evening with hope
Read moreHidden sushi, crimson panties, and a reunion with Hope’s warm mouth after a very long time away.
Cleo dumps me
Read moreCleo dumped me.
Shame, shame, shame
Read moreIn which I, maybe?, get caught stealing an unwelcome glance.
Shame
Read moreSometimes, I imagine I’m invisible, silent, unnoticed. Sometimes, I’m wrong.
Shame (#231,645)
Read moreWhat shame is to me.
Male sex blogs
Read moreIs this the best male sex blog? I genuinely believe it is.
