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• Envy and rage on the subway

  September 9, 2017 · 2 min read

  I watch a man improbably pick up a woman on the train, and am consumed by envy and rage.

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  Envy Paean Pick-up artists Rage

• Part 1 – spectacles, testicles, wallet, and watch: in which i’m fingered by a self-proclaimed ‘slut’ at a bar

  September 8, 2017 · 4 min read

  This is Sheila’s version of our recent date. I think it’s hotter than my version. What do you think?

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Dating Fingering Public Sex Rashomon Sheila Tinder

• Cravings

  September 6, 2017 · 1 min read

  A list of things I crave.

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  Musing
  Desires Lists Validation

• Meditation

  September 1, 2017 · 3 min read

  Thirty minutes of meditation, described.

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  Musing
  Meditation

• Podcasts that have been distracting me

  August 31, 2017 · 1 min read

  Podcasts take up an increasing portion of my leisure time, and they’re how I learn the most, currently.

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  Criticism
  Obsession Podcasts

• Sheila

  August 31, 2017 · 3 min read

  In which I fingered a visiting dignitary in a bar.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Cialis Dating Impotence Sheila Tinder

• I like.

  August 30, 2017 · 1 min read

  The shortest post I’ve written, and maybe the most honest.

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  Desire Need Want

• Love in the dust

  August 24, 2017 · 1 min read

  A thirteen-year-old boy, a Hungarian village girl, and everything I’ve ever failed to do with women, written in dust.

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  Loss My father