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Texts i’m always happy to receive
Read moreIt’s really easy to step away from me in a way that won’t hurt me. Please – don’t hurt me.
Trauma bond
Read moreHow I use Charlotte to revisit my painful past. Not her fault, but….
Contested history, memory, and the body
Read moreAnother part of my mother’s abandonment of me, of my loss of safety.
A few more thoughts on arrogance
Read moreBoth sides, now.
Anger
Read moreWhat is it that makes me REALLY angry?
Kerfuffle
Read moreThe other side of the “I’m arrogant” story.
Charlotte has questions for me
Read moreI wrote this a while ago, and somehow never posted it. Charlotte had some questions for me, after reading about Anal Ava.
Catching up on charlotte
Read moreListening to Charlotte’s pleasure.
Hey jealousy
Read moreJealousy’s a bitch, no?
Hope looms
Read moreHope is on her way. The anticipation – and the uncertainty – is killing me.
My ability to feel abandoned…
Read moreI’m vulnerable.
If you leave (varsity-level instruction)
Read moreI hate it when you leave me. Here’s how to make it (less un)bearable.
Abandonment, #4,121,943 (or, “life lessons”)
Read moreMy mother left me, and I can’t stop remembering it.
A meditation on jealousy
Read moreRelationships lead to loss. Jealousy is how I remind myself of that certainty.
Athena hates not getting what she wants
Read moreAthena doesn’t know what she wants. But I know what she needs.
Small room. fat ass.
Read moreSophia burned hot, bright, and fast.
Athena (redux)
Read moreAthena is scared….
Fantasy and safety
Read moreMy core masturbatory fantasy has shifted. It’s much less bodily, much more mental; much less sensory, much m
Mortality
Read moreI was so much older then. I’m younger than that now.
Ardent readers
Read moreI love the readers who love my writing.
