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  Narcissism

  3 min read

  Anthony Weiner, Charlie Sheen, Donald Trump, and me.

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  Narcissism
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  Sipping ivy

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  I want to go down on Ivy. Seriously.

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  Shame
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  Narcissistic gratification (hello, san jose!)

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  I’m not a writer. But I sure do like when people read my writing.

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  Narcissism
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  Covid schadenfreude

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  I’m not always proud of my thoughts and feelings. Some of them are disgusting.

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  Shame
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  Goodbye (?) to marina

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  Impermanence is the one constant. And Marina has reminded me of this.

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  Loss
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  Arrival – and departure

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  I’m learning how to take care of myself when Marina leaves, and when she returns. Her presence is delicious; her absence can be torture.

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  Abandonment

• What causes me to be embarrassed?

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  I blush with embarrassment when I make you laugh.

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  Shame
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  The perils of perversion

  4 min read

  Perversion curses those who suffer it to a brutally masochistic fugue of repetition and hurt.

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  Obsession

• Postcards from the edge

  2 min read

  Didja ever get a blank postcard?

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  Abandonment Loneliness
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  I’m a dominant male sex blogger

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  I am a dominant male sex blogger. I am polite, respectful, and demanding. Get to know me.

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  Deadness Loneliness

• How my brain works

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  I’m hungry. And more than what you feed me, or how often, what matters is HOW you feed me.

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  Desire

• Marina’s friends – and where we are

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  In which I invite the caring concern of Marina’s friends for her well-being.

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  Narcissism

• Boundaries

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  Marina finally sets a boundary, and I’m relieved.

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  Deadness

• Who’s brutal?

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  Maybe Marina isn’t so brutal and sadistic after all…. Maybe I am the brutal, sadistic one.

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  Abandonment Loss

• How do i know i exist?

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  I sometimes forget that I am alive. Or rather, not so much alive as “extant.”

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  Deadness

• Attachment styles

  3 min read

  In which I propose an alternate conceptualization of the wildly popular notion of “attachment styles.”

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  Anxiety Fear

• Helter skelter

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  Rollercoasters and relationships.

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  Fear Loneliness

• Privilege, shame, and brutality

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  I can breathe.

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  Narcissism

• Strength and safety, dominance and terror

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  The addictive elixir of submission.

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  Fear
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  Edges: where the action happens

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  Why clothing is sexier than nudity; why lace is hotter than cotton; why fishnets appeal….

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  Desire