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Moth/flame

Like a moth, I fly toward, rather than away from, a whole host of flames: the flame of jealousy, the[…]

Fumbling our way forward, Charlotte and I….

In which I’m stood up by a woman I’ve yet to meet.

Charlotte’s leaving me – at least for an evening. And, good girl that she is, she’s taking care of me in her absence. But it’s NOT easy.

Making myself comfortable in the face of loss and abandonment.

It’s really easy to step away from me in a way that won’t hurt me. Please – don’t hurt me.

How I use Charlotte to revisit my painful past. Not her fault, but….

Another part of my mother’s abandonment of me, of my loss of safety.

Listening to Charlotte’s pleasure.

I’m vulnerable.