Repiphany
A sudden re-realization.
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Category: My story
The tale of N., from the beginning
Contested history, memory, and the body
Another part of my mother’s abandonment of me, of my loss of safety.
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An epiphany of sorts
Some of my thoughts about WHY I want the things I want.
Read moreMy second mid-life crisis
My second mid-life crisis, in some greater detail.
Read moreSex addiction
Does sex addiction exist? Am I a sex addict? Was I a sex addict? Does it even matter what words I use to describe my experience?
Read moreEvery so often
I’m reminded of one of the women with whom I had a relationship back in my CPOS days. I was[…]
Read moreEarly porn, part 1
The very first porn I remember seeing was in a friend’s “clubhouse.” Ironically, the magazine was a “Club.” This friend[…]
Read moreA rookie mistake
I used to imagine that there was a simple explanation. To anything. To everything. I imagined, for example, that there[…]
Read moreAddicted to what?
Even more than sex, or commercial sex, during my days of “addiction,” I was compelled by web sites about sex,[…]
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