Meditation on more – a challenge in writing
It is a safe bet that if you are exciting me, turning me on, making my cock hard, you are not alone.
Read moreTag: Abandonment
Thinking about my upbringing
A brief explanation of some of my sensitivity to rejection and abandonment.
Read moreHappiness, loneliness (not hot)
I recently got some good news – a promise of something really good. The promise extended over a few weeks[…]
Read moreLakshmi, or, abandonment
“I’ve always wanted to be with an older man.” I had asked why she had swiped me on Tinder. She[…]
Read moreDating, rejection, abandonment
I had a great date, and then, I found myself confronting how much I fucking hate rejection and abandoment. Even as it’s not clear that either is happening.
Read moreSurfing relationships
Being a sex blogger can be hard, but it’s rewarding, in often surprising and complicated ways.
Read moreEasy come, easy go?
In the end, Nastya made me feel unimportant. Not exactly undesired, just not prioritized, somehow disrespected. And so I ended things. Or let her end them. I’m not sure which.
Read moreRejection and abandonment
An examination of all of the sensations associated with rejected or abandoned. Or imagining I have been.
Read moreObject permanence
Why peek-a-boo, and blindfolds, are, or can be, fun. But also why they can be over-stimulating.
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