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Repiphany

A sudden re-realization.

Thinking about my relationship to fucking, handjobs, blowjobs, and… my father.

Playing on the knife’s edge between safety and danger is where the fun is.

My crazy experience of loss and fear.

Charlotte lifts her dress for me, and I manage to be… disappointed?!?

Another part of my mother’s abandonment of me, of my loss of safety.

I got a tattoo.

A few questions, a few answers….

I don’t really have a lot of items from my childhood….

Sometimes, I’m an idiot.