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  Shame, again

  July 23, 2024 · 2 min read

  I’m just always happier when I’m myself.

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  Musing
  Shame
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  All about my mother (#2,111)

  July 22, 2024 · 2 min read

  The power of the unconscious, or, how I use women.

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  Musing
  Abandonment My mother
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  Eating serena

  July 21, 2024 · 6 min read

  A birthday meal. And a disappearance.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Abandonment Serena
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  Trichotillomania

  July 14, 2024 · 6 min read

  My tortured relationship to my own masculinity.

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  Musing
  My story
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  Instructions for serena

  July 6, 2024 · 1 min read

  Packing instructions, wardrobe requirements, and a shopping itinerary for Serena’s visit.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Dating Instructions Serena
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  A hiccup

  June 29, 2024 · 2 min read

  Serena and her puppy.

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  Musing
  Serena Writing
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  Rethinking marina

  June 11, 2024 · 5 min read

  ‘Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all?

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  Musing
  Distant buddies Jealousy Loss Marina
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  Serena – a night of fucking

  June 6, 2024 · 10 min read

  A night of fucking with tiny Serena.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Compliance Dominance Fucking Serena