Territory
The Interior
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Therapy
Read moreI am, almost certainly, the single largest consumer of therapy you’ve ever encountered. That’s not the problem.
Happiness, loneliness (not hot)
Read moreThe best news I’ve gotten in years, and I can barely hold myself together long enough to walk through a subway turnstile.
Lakshmi, or, abandonment
Read moreA model swiped me on Tinder, gave me everything I asked for from afar, and then, when we finally met, gave me almost nothing. I was surprised by how much the ghosting stung.
Mick said it best…
Read moreYou can’t always get what you want.
Anger and sadness
Read moreI feel anger. Which means I’m avoiding my sadness and my fear.
Overwhelm
Read moreI can’t breathe.
Male sex blogger in the house
Read moreWriting a sex blog as a dominant man can be lonely. Sure, I have lots of sex, and have made good friends through this, but still. I think I’m unique, and I would prefer not to be.
Thoughts on a crowded train
Read moreMy reactions to external circumstances show me, barometrically, my internal state.
Envy and rage on the subway
Read moreI watch a man improbably pick up a woman on the train, and am consumed by envy and rage.
Podcasts that have been distracting me
Read morePodcasts take up an increasing portion of my leisure time, and they’re how I learn the most, currently.
I like.
Read moreThe shortest post I’ve written, and maybe the most honest.
Love in the dust
Read moreA thirteen-year-old boy, a Hungarian village girl, and everything I’ve ever failed to do with women, written in dust.
I want…
Read moreI want something. And something I don’t.
Loneliness
Read moreNo amount of companionship touches it. It’s not a lack; it’s a disability.
Dating, rejection, abandonment
Read moreI had a great date, and then, I found myself confronting how much I fucking hate rejection and abandoment. Even as it’s not clear that either is happening.
Surfing relationships
Read moreBeing a sex blogger can be hard, but it’s rewarding, in often surprising and complicated ways.
On not writing
Read moreYou can’t ever get what you want. But if you try sometimes, you just might find… you get what you need. And I need.
Meditation, or, a story of perception
Read moreOn a meditation retreat, I come face to face with my warped perceptions and projections.
On getting my cock sucked
Read moreI got my cock sucked, and a woman I’d never met was unhappy about it.
What awaits you
Read moreIf I don’t get what I want, it makes me angry. And when I get angry, I get rougher. Is it good for me to get in touch with my anger? You tell me….