Loss

Does polyamory protect against loss? I think not….

Living in fear of the past….

Coming apart, just a little, afterwards….

Making myself comfortable in the face of loss and abandonment.

I hate it when you leave me. Here’s how to make it (less un)bearable.

Relationships lead to loss. Jealousy is how I remind myself of that certainty.

I’m sorry I didn’t get to see more of Alexandra’s ass.

I never used to cry, but now, I dry at the drop of the hat. Here’s what’s made me cry the last couple of days.

I use dominance and submission to achieve an elusive sense of safety.

Impermanence is the one constant. And Marina has reminded me of this.