A meditation on jealousy
Relationships lead to loss. Jealousy is how I remind myself of that certainty.
Read moreRelationships lead to loss. Jealousy is how I remind myself of that certainty.
Read moreI’m sorry I didn’t get to see more of Alexandra’s ass.
Read moreI never used to cry, but now, I dry at the drop of the hat. Here’s what’s made me cry the last couple of days.
Read moreI use dominance and submission to achieve an elusive sense of safety.
Read moreImpermanence is the one constant. And Marina has reminded me of this.
Read moreMaybe Marina isn’t so brutal and sadistic after all…. Maybe I am the brutal, sadistic one.
Read moreTraveling through Europe with my father at thirteen or fourteen: our itinerary took us to Hungary, among other places, and[…]
Read moreI’m in pain, with little hope of relief. Ever. And it seems to be producing some intense emotions in me.
Read moreShe’s gone, and I’m sad. I lost her a month or so ago, and I’ve been holding off on writing[…]
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