The Woman Who Waited for Roads
I reflect on a woman whose reliance on charm and beauty has left her unprepared for her own agency, leading to mutual disappointment and disillusionment.
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Category: Musing
Thinks I think
A placeholder post on my compulsivity and AI porn
I’m fucking crazy. Did you know that?
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Polina’s problem, or, seduction
A definition of seduction
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Displacement and Disruption: A Summer Without Home
After being forced to vacate our home due to required code upgrades, T and I have been living in a series of temporary spaces, financially and emotionally drained by a renovation we never wanted.
Read moreFree speech
I’m scared
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The Cost of Taking Care
Despite transforming my relationship to food and fitness over decades, maintaining my body now feels like an exhausting and resented obsession.
Read moreTrump’s Note to Epstein
The focus should be on why Trump sent a note to Epstein and the meaning of ‘enigmas’ in it, rather than its authenticity.
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The Evolution of My Fantasies
I’ve entereda new developmental phase: fantasizing about scenarios that can’t, shouldn’t, or won’t happen.
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I don’t have as many readers as I once did
Online engagement with me, and with my blog, has diminished to next-to-nothing!
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