The Tongue That Roared (and the Delusion of Being Everyone’s Best Ride)
I geneuinely believe I’m the best ever.
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Thinks I think
Two gym rats, blonde and brunette
Two cute women, one for whom I long, one for whom I don’t.
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AI Porn and the Fantasy of Omnipotence
I increasingly find that I prefer AI-generated pornography over real-life encounters and traditional porn – it indulges my perverse fantasy of omnipotent control without the difficulties of human interaction.
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The Woman Who Waited for Roads
I reflect on a woman whose reliance on charm and beauty has left her unprepared for her own agency, leading to mutual disappointment and disillusionment.
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A placeholder post on my compulsivity and AI porn
I’m fucking crazy. Did you know that?
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Polina’s problem, or, seduction
A definition of seduction
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Displacement and Disruption: A Summer Without Home
After being forced to vacate our home due to required code upgrades, T and I have been living in a series of temporary spaces, financially and emotionally drained by a renovation we never wanted.
Read moreFree speech
I’m scared
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The Cost of Taking Care
Despite transforming my relationship to food and fitness over decades, maintaining my body now feels like an exhausting and resented obsession.
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