Musing

I reflect on a woman whose reliance on charm and beauty has left her unprepared for her own agency, leading to mutual disappointment and disillusionment.

I’m fucking crazy. Did you know that?

A definition of seduction

After being forced to vacate our home due to required code upgrades, T and I have been living in a series of temporary spaces, financially and emotionally drained by a renovation we never wanted.

I hate being ghosted. It shakes my sense of connection, judgment, and even cosmology.

I’m scared

Despite transforming my relationship to food and fitness over decades, maintaining my body now feels like an exhausting and resented obsession.

The focus should be on why Trump sent a note to Epstein and the meaning of ‘enigmas’ in it, rather than its authenticity.

I’ve entereda new developmental phase: fantasizing about scenarios that can’t, shouldn’t, or won’t happen.

Online engagement with me, and with my blog, has diminished to next-to-nothing!