Category
Musing
Thinks I think
994 posts
Overwhelmed by ai, drafts, and the end of the blog era
Read moreI’m producing more work than ever thanks to AI, but I’m overwhelmed by unfinished drafts, a sense of online obsolescence, and my own mortality.
The tongue that roared (and the delusion of being everyone’s best ride)
Read moreI geneuinely believe I’m the best ever.
Two gym rats, blonde and brunette
Read moreTwo cute women, one for whom I long, one for whom I don’t.
Ai porn and the fantasy of omnipotence
Read moreI increasingly find that I prefer AI-generated pornography over real-life encounters and traditional porn – it indulges my perverse fantasy of omnipotent control without the difficulties of human interaction.
The woman who waited for roads
Read moreI reflect on a woman whose reliance on charm and beauty has left her unprepared for her own agency, leading to mutual disappointment and disillusionment.
A placeholder post on my compulsivity and ai porn
Read moreI’m fucking crazy. Did you know that?
Polina’s problem, or, seduction
Read moreA definition of seduction
Displacement and disruption: a summer without home
Read moreAfter being forced to vacate our home due to required code upgrades, T and I have been living in a series of temporary spaces, financially and emotionally drained by a renovation we never wanted.
Ghosts
Read moreI hate being ghosted. It shakes my sense of connection, judgment, and even cosmology.
Free speech
Read moreI’m scared