Room I
Memory Vault
Fragments, recollection, parents, vanished scenes, and the way memory keeps rewriting itself.
Climate
Amber haze and slow-moving dust.
Echo trails
Family Echoes
- Losing women 2026 / My Mother
- Being a side: a lament 2026 / Loss
- Replaying the story of being left despite doing my best 2026 / Loss
Origins and Myths
- Losing women 2026 / Ghosts
- Ghosts 2025 / Ghosts
- The evolution of my fantasies 2025 / Memory
Permission, fantasy, and the third rail
I'm trying to give myself permission to fantasize about off-limits women. It's HARD!
Echoes
- The evolution of my fantasies Nearby echo / Fantasy / 2025
- Permission Parallel room / Fantasy / 2026
- Searching for the ideal amanuensis Nearby echo / Fantasy / 2025
Losing women
I struggle to accept the loss of women in my life, a pattern rooted in losing my mother repeatedly.
Echoes
- Ghosts Nearby echo / Abandonment / 2025
- Cunt dreams Nearby echo / Abandonment / 2025
- Replaying the story of being left despite doing my best Parallel room / Abandonment / 2026
Word clouds
There's just so much content here; you should be able to find stuff! This is one such (really fun) way.
Echoes
- Overwhelmed by ai, drafts, and the end of the blog era Parallel room / Writing / 2026