Meditating helps. The addict’s mind in the face of pain and loss….

Taking control of Charlotte when I’m not with her….

Phenomenal sushi – and Charlotte’s ankles tied in the air. Two fabulous meals!

Charlotte lifts her dress for me, and I manage to be… disappointed?!?

The closest you’ll ever come to seeing Charlotte’s face.

Charlotte wants to come. She forgets that she – in the current configuration – comes for ME.

I fly toward flames — jealousy, rejection, abandonment — and then wonder why I’m singed. Charlotte and I are working out the terms of our burning.

Recalibrating with Charlotte

In which I fail to protect my charge.

These were some private instructions I gave Charlotte for a night of fun she had.