Over-determined
Read morePoor decision-making on my part.
The moth and the flame, continued
Read moreWhen a woman shows interest in me, my body goes into overdrive — and my judgment disappears.
My quest for rejection, my discomfort with acceptance
Read moreI’m unnervingly talented at engineering the rejection I claim to fear most.
Hitting bottom
Read moreStanding on a street corner, waiting for a woman who would never come, I finally saw just how far I’d fallen.