My mother

My core masturbatory fantasy has shifted. It’s much less bodily, much more mental; much less sensory, much m

I was so much older then. I’m younger than that now.

What is it that draws me to women who make me feel bad, who fail to keep me in mind in the ways for which I long?

I’m a big fan of clear, respectful communication.

Maybe Marina isn’t so brutal and sadistic after all…. Maybe I am the brutal, sadistic one.

My mother abandoned me….

Same song, different day, AGAIN.

Same song, different day.

My “quarantine buddy.”

A brief explanation of some of my sensitivity to rejection and abandonment.