Cunt dreams
Just what is it I’m scared of? Same old same old…. Shame. Abandonment. Loss.
Read more
Tag: My mother
The burden of a false self revealed
Remembering pressures I felt to be someone other than myself.
Read more
Fear and uncertainty in dating
I find that if I mine my interactions with, and feelings about, various women in my life, I can learn a lot of interesting stuff. Mostly around my fear and uncertainty in dating.
Read more
All about my mother (#2,111)
The power of the unconscious, or, how I use women.
Read more
Epiphanies
In which I realize some things about how I’m crazy, revisiting ancient wounds of loss.
Read more
In her mind
I want you thinking of me, always.
Read more
An old story, told (perhaps?) differently
Thinking about my relationship to fucking, handjobs, blowjobs, and… my father.
Read more
Unintended consequences
Are drugs fucking with my cock?
Read more
Oedipus is complex, or, fingernails
I have a complicated relationship to having my back scratched.
Read more