Musing

Two cute women, one for whom I long, one for whom I don’t.

I increasingly find that I prefer AI-generated pornography over real-life encounters and traditional porn – it indulges my perverse fantasy of omnipotent control without the difficulties of human interaction.

I reflect on a woman whose reliance on charm and beauty has left her unprepared for her own agency, leading to mutual disappointment and disillusionment.

I’m fucking crazy. Did you know that?

A definition of seduction

After being forced to vacate our home due to required code upgrades, T and I have been living in a series of temporary spaces, financially and emotionally drained by a renovation we never wanted.

I hate being ghosted. It shakes my sense of connection, judgment, and even cosmology.

I’m scared

Despite transforming my relationship to food and fitness over decades, maintaining my body now feels like an exhausting and resented obsession.

The focus should be on why Trump sent a note to Epstein and the meaning of ‘enigmas’ in it, rather than its authenticity.