Ghosts
I hate being ghosted. It shakes my sense of connection, judgment, and even cosmology.
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Thinks I think
Free speech
I’m scared
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The Cost of Taking Care
Despite transforming my relationship to food and fitness over decades, maintaining my body now feels like an exhausting and resented obsession.
Read moreTrump’s Note to Epstein
The focus should be on why Trump sent a note to Epstein and the meaning of ‘enigmas’ in it, rather than its authenticity.
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The Evolution of My Fantasies
I’ve entereda new developmental phase: fantasizing about scenarios that can’t, shouldn’t, or won’t happen.
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I don’t have as many readers as I once did
Online engagement with me, and with my blog, has diminished to next-to-nothing!
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I don’t write much about politics
I like the image. But Trump is no Hitler. Hitler had beliefs. He’s more like Peron, or Pinochet, or Mussolini.
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I Need Your Cunt
Reflections on the personal and psychological dimensions of oral sex and the sense of exploration and power it brings.
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Reflections on Mortality and Vitality
Fourteen years since climbing out of the wreckage, and I’ve never felt more alive—despite the limp, the pain, the aging. Death is a constant companion, sure, but so is desire, vitality, absurd good fortune, and the bittersweet weight of knowing I’m right at the peak.
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Biking ruminations
A momentary lapse of reason about Serena.
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