2024

If you’re me, in 2024, the only kind of fuck is a surprise fuck.

The beginning of a trip to Checkmate – a New York sex club – with Charlotte and Milica.

I suddenly understand why some women enjoy face-fucking.

I feel alive.

I’ve written before about the origin of my name, but, as I do on this blog, from time to time, I like to revisit old subjects anew. N. My real name isn’t N. It doesn’t begin with N. When I…

And the winner is….

Turns out, there’s a term for me – not a top, not a bottom, but a side – as I prefer not intercourse, but outercourse.

Kind of like a scavenger hunt. But different.

Milica likes making me porn. I like Milica’s porn. Yahtzee!

I don’t really like fucking – I wish I did, but I don’t.