My mind is spinning fantasies, and that’s a good thing.

That really is all.

What it means to me when V sucks my cock.

Two hours, imagining V’s mouth. Every detail of it.

A beautiful, shiny woman in a bar….

I have a new crush. It’s Anna Camp, as Caitlin D’arcy, in “The Good Wife.” She reminds me painfully of V. And makes my cock nearly as hard as V did.

A glimpse, maybe, into how, and why, I do things that produce nothing but suffering.

I have a stalker. It’s not fun.

I want so much from you. More than anything, I want to possess you.

An alphabetical catalogue of the women who blow hot and cold — and what that says about me.