Ambivalence

There are a number of women with whom I’ve interacted who give me the ambivalence I seem to crave. This[…]

Collecting on ambivalence; sharing intimacy

I wrote about how I should run from E, whose ambivalence, I felt sure, spelled ruination for me (and for[…]

If I’m honest, in my moments of greatest pain, loneliness, rejection, perceived abandonment, what I want more than anything isn’t[…]