This isn’t at all a summary of the post, but it’s hot, nonetheless: this week, I imagined a world in which V might once again suck my cock.

Marina finally sets a boundary, and I’m relieved.

Inspiration can be challenging.

Attempt to protect me from myself, #3,498.

Maybe Marina isn’t so brutal and sadistic after all…. Maybe I am the brutal, sadistic one.

Sometimes I’m hot. Sometimes I’m not.

Sadomasochism is a funny thing. Here’s how I mean it: when two people enter into a pact that produces mutual suffering.

Why clothing is sexier than nudity; why lace is hotter than cotton; why fishnets appeal….

When Marina behaves badly, I want to hurt her. Well, not hurt her. But I want her to suffer. And I don’t want to suffer. And, I want her to stop behaving badly. Marina – for all her virtues – consistently behaves badly, in one particular way.

An inauspicious start to my owning Marina’s cunt for 48 hours.