CPOS

Fidelity, honesty, and commitment among the unfaithful.

The space between wanting and doing, mapped out in real time.

A chance encounter in a coffee shop with someone I once paid to dress, suck, and fuck — back in a chapter of my life that ended long ago.

A woman on the street reminds me of Jennifer, a woman I paid to suck my cock in her West Village apartment years ago, whose rough tongue and too-nice apartment and hedge fund boss I tried not to think too hard about.

THGITW weighs in on cheating, judgment, and the dangerous false equivalence between infidelity and violence.

I’m judging people who judge people, and I see the irony — but I’m not backing down.

A granular deconstruction of the ritual of visiting massage parlors — from the craving, to the wave of inevitability, to the Blackberry full of taxonomies.

When I wanted something, I had to have it — not out of weakness, but out of confusion.

Bad science, good questions, and the hottest sexual experience I can remember — one I wish I could forget.

How does an otherwise honorable person lie, daily, to the person he loves most?