I’ve always liked jerking off. Lately, I’ve been enjoying jerking off with sex toys.

A glimpse into my tastes for personal porn production among my distant buddies.

This isn’t at all a summary of the post, but it’s hot, nonetheless: this week, I imagined a world in which V might once again suck my cock.

My mind is spinning fantasies, and that’s a good thing.

That really is all.

What it means to me when V sucks my cock.

Two hours, imagining V’s mouth. Every detail of it.

A beautiful, shiny woman in a bar….

I have a new crush. It’s Anna Camp, as Caitlin D’arcy, in “The Good Wife.” She reminds me painfully of V. And makes my cock nearly as hard as V did.

A glimpse, maybe, into how, and why, I do things that produce nothing but suffering.