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I grapple with pervasive sadness about aging, beauty, and desire.

Another woman guides my hands. I’m safe, and relieved from decision-making.

Why is it so shameful to be caught masturbating?

Maxie has a dark fantasy.

A long, winding meditation on Shakira — who she is, what we are, and why we’ll never be more than what we are.

Texts I actually sent.

A rough morning.

Dinner with Cee and Shakira?

A parking dispute….

Remembering pressures I felt to be someone other than myself.