Strength and safety, dominance and terror
The addictive elixir of submission.
Read moreCategory: Musing
Thinks I think
Edges: where the action happens
Why clothing is sexier than nudity; why lace is hotter than cotton; why fishnets appeal….
Read moreI’m sensitive
I torture myself.
Read moreObject permanence and fear of annihilation
Infantile wounds leave me vulnerable to the annihilating terror of ceasing to exist.
Read moreSeparation
My mother abandoned me….
Read morePondering punishment
When Marina behaves badly, I want to hurt her. Well, not hurt her. But I want her to suffer. And I don’t want to suffer. And, I want her to stop behaving badly. Marina – for all her virtues – consistently behaves badly, in one particular way.
Read moreSex and sadness and happiness
For me, sex is best tinged with a bit of sadness. Sadness provides an edge.
Read moreAbandonment, #5,244 (another version)
Same song, different day, AGAIN.
Read moreAbandonment #5,423
Same song, different day.
Read moreChicks in masks are hot
That’s all.
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