March 2026

I contrast my past destructive obsession with commercial sex against my current generative, productive compulsion with AI tools.

I’m trying to give myself permission to fantasize about off-limits women. It’s HARD!

I struggle to accept the loss of women in my life, a pattern rooted in losing my mother repeatedly.

There’s just so much content here; you should be able to find stuff! This is one such (really fun) way.

I reflect on my lack of passionate, spontaneous sex and the losses inherent in any particular sexual configuration.

I keep telling myself a story, using various women, in which I do everything right but am still left, feeling somehow at fault and unable to prevent or repair the loss.

Now you can browse all the pictures for any tag in one place — even as a slideshow. I’m unreasonably excited about this.