2025

I hate being ghosted. It shakes my sense of connection, judgment, and even cosmology.

I’m scared

Despite transforming my relationship to food and fitness over decades, maintaining my body now feels like an exhausting and resented obsession.

Shit’s getting real here, folks.

The focus should be on why Trump sent a note to Epstein and the meaning of ‘enigmas’ in it, rather than its authenticity.

Saya enjoys wielding her power over straight men, and we explored a fantasy in which two men physically fight for her affection.

I’ve entereda new developmental phase: fantasizing about scenarios that can’t, shouldn’t, or won’t happen.

Online engagement with me, and with my blog, has diminished to next-to-nothing!

I like the image. But Trump is no Hitler. Hitler had beliefs. He’s more like Peron, or Pinochet, or Mussolini.

Reflections on the personal and psychological dimensions of oral sex and the sense of exploration and power it brings.