2025

I geneuinely believe I’m the best ever.

Two cute women, one for whom I long, one for whom I don’t.

I increasingly find that I prefer AI-generated pornography over real-life encounters and traditional porn – it indulges my perverse fantasy of omnipotent control without the difficulties of human interaction.

After a year of physical, familial, and domestic disruption, I’m reflecting on my relationship to sexuality, fantasy, aging, AI, and gender in search of renewed creative flow.

A surfeit of style

I had intense and uneven sex with Saya after one of her parties, shaped by her exhaustion, my desire, and our ambiguous emotional entanglement.

AI helping me to make sense of my past.

ChatGPT sucks, lately. Claude? It’s killing it.

A paean that graduates into something like a creep shot.

A fun new weird experiment.