Smoking Archives - My Dissolute Life

Unintended consequences

September 15, 2022 N. Likes Post

Are drugs fucking with my cock?

Impotent power

November 7, 2021 N. Likes Memory or fantasy?, Post

She actually came fifty times. For real.

Smoking

August 14, 2018 N. Likes Musing

I am a tortured soul. I stopped smoking a few months ago. For the umpteenth time. And then, the other[…]

Smoking

September 16, 2017 N. Likes Musing

Smoking is really fucking complicated.

Tamora’s mouth

May 14, 2016 N. Likes Memory or fantasy?

Tamora tells me she’s not ambivalent about me, but something’s going on because she cancels the vast majority of our dates. This one, though, she didn’t cancel. Thankfully.

Smoking – part 2

September 8, 2013 N. Likes Post

Part 2: Buying a pack Down that vortex, I’ve made whatever compromises with myself I need to cross the threshold,[…]

Writing assignment 1: smoking

August 30, 2013 N. Likes Musing

Part I: Craving I began this post, “I found myself wanting…” but I realized that “wanting” is an entirely amorphous[…]

Smoking

August 29, 2013 N. Likes Post

T left half a pack of cigarettes in the house while she was away. Apparently, I can’t resist half a[…]

“You’re so quiet these days”

August 13, 2013 N. Likes Musing

V observed I haven’t written much lately. Partly, that’s circumstantial. The summer (and it’s summer here in the northern hemisphere)[…]