Just an omnipotent, narcissistic fantasy
I imagine myself at the center of everyone’s decision-making. This makes me vitally important. And profoundly vulnerable.
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Tag: Rejection
Thinking about my upbringing
A brief explanation of some of my sensitivity to rejection and abandonment.
Read moreDating, rejection, abandonment
I had a great date, and then, I found myself confronting how much I fucking hate rejection and abandoment. Even as it’s not clear that either is happening.
Read moreSurfing relationships
Being a sex blogger can be hard, but it’s rewarding, in often surprising and complicated ways.
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Quick date
It was a Tinder date. I wasn’t especially optimistic, and, it turns out, I had good reason not to be especially optimistic. I really should trust my gut.
Read moreEasy come, easy go?
In the end, Nastya made me feel unimportant. Not exactly undesired, just not prioritized, somehow disrespected. And so I ended things. Or let her end them. I’m not sure which.
Read moreRejection and abandonment
An examination of all of the sensations associated with rejected or abandoned. Or imagining I have been.
Read moreDisappointment
It seems I won’t get to consummate my fantasies with Lida. I haz a sad.
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Porcelain doll update
Once a john, always a john?
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