Perversion

Charlotte feels vulnerable, exposed, replaceable. She’s right, in some ways. But wrong, in the more important ones.

Thinking about compatibility in relationships….

“Was it that you wanted too much?” T asked me this, recently, as Marina was retreating from me, pulling back. “Well, yes. And no,” I said. I do want very much. There’s no doubt about that. But I’m afraid that…

Perversion curses those who suffer it to a brutally masochistic fugue of repetition and hurt.

It’s hard to share. For all of us.

I’m a pervert. So are you, probably.

Some of my thoughts about WHY I want the things I want.

I think I’m letting go of the hope that L and I will return to what we had.  This is for a variety of reasons, chief among them, her husband’s lack of interest in our returning to what we had,…