Distant buddies

The happy circle of attention and compliance, and the women who break it.

The thrill isn’t in the image — it’s in the compliance. A catalog of the personalized porn women send me, and how I actually consume it.

Lauren is young, short, incredibly busty, and for a hot moment, incredibly compliant — until she wasn’t.

She never once tripped the wire of my fragile desire, and now she’s gone.

These are just a few of my basic rules for distant buddies – or, if you prefer, online sex partners.

Sofia makes the best porn I’ve ever seen — and she makes it just for me.

I’ve never met Sofia, but I know her body — in fragments, in parts — better than I know most faces I see every day.

The things I want from the women in my life are remarkably consistent, and that consistency can feel, to each of them, like a diminishment.

When you send me a picture, you give me a gift. When you send it on Snapchat, you show me a gift — and then take it back.

Sofia’s pussy used to be mine. Now it’s not — or not entirely. The story of how that happened, and how we both feel about it.