The Woman Who Waited for Roads
I reflect on a woman whose reliance on charm and beauty has left her unprepared for her own agency, leading to mutual disappointment and disillusionment.
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Tag: Disappointment
How hiring help can backfire beautifully
You just can’t get good help any more! And thank God!
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Planning a date with Cee (spoiler: it won’t happen)
Chronicle of a date’s death foretold.
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Catalog of disappointment
I’m a master at conjuring disappointment. First, a memory. Really, a memory of a memory. I use women, over and[…]
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Lateness, abandonment, and my psychosis (a journal entry)
Serena is late, and disappoints me just a bit. Turns out, I manage it fine.
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Nights with Athena (part 1)
Athena’s coming to town, and we won’t have sex.
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An old story, told (perhaps?) differently
Thinking about my relationship to fucking, handjobs, blowjobs, and… my father.
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Manipulation? Motivation?
I use Persephone to revisit feelings of rejection and abandonment.
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First impressions, again
When women disappoint me once, they almost always do it again. And again. And again. And still? I keep going back for more. Though less than before.
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Mining for disappointment
Charlotte lifts her dress for me, and I manage to be… disappointed?!?
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