Musing

A brief explanation of some of my sensitivity to rejection and abandonment.

A little paean to a Jew-Bu singer who’s been with since I first meditated.

Early masturbation fantasies.

Some of my thoughts about WHY I want the things I want.

How I use porn to make myself feel better. (NOT how you think….)

I used to be a Zaddy. Back before that was a thing. I long to return….

I’ve always said I don’t like being called Daddy by anyone whose father I’m not. But could that change?

Paying for sex, and the Delta lounge.

Wisdom often comes from unexpected places.

I’m interested in pain, but don’t particularly enjoy it.