March 2024 - Page 3 of 4 - My Dissolute Life

Epiphanies

In which I realize some things about how I’m crazy, revisiting ancient wounds of loss.

The excitement – and terror – of getting to know you.

I fall in love too easily. I fall in love too fast.

Will you be my girlfriend?

I’m on the hunt.

I want you to ache for me.

Answer me! Quick!

I want. You want.

Most people would never have engaged in monogamy if they had never heard monogamy spoken of. Monogamy, Adam Phillips

Esme’s ass….