Year
2013
398 posts
On being down
Read moreI’ve spent much of my life in pain. This doesn’t, in any way, distinguish me from anyone else. In the olden days, I was hell bent on experiencing life as pain – as a never-ending recitation of wishes that things…
A porn lament
Read moreYesterday, I wrote that I’ve been surfing for porn a bit more. One place I’ve been turning to is FTV Girls. This is a membership site that I join every so often, and then let my membership lapse. It features…
“you’re so quiet these days”
Read moreV observed I haven’t written much lately. Partly, that’s circumstantial. The summer (and it’s summer here in the northern hemisphere) presents scheduling challenges that are different than those presented by the rest of the year, and I’m less adept at…
Voice
Read moreI’m visual. I want to know what you look like. I care what you look like. If I don’t know what you look like, if I don’t like what you look like, I can’t very well get off to you,…
Paean
Read moreOn the left, her hair is brunette, straight, dull, has split ends, is shoulder-length. On the right, brunette, curly, in a high ponytail, shiny, pulled back. On the left, subtle make-up. On the right, more garish. Left: jeans and a…
Anticipation
Read moreMy cock aches, more than it’s hard. All I can think of is your tongue, tracing up, and down, my shaft. Up and down, around and around. I can’t wait to feed it to you.
Secrets and lies
Read more[Note: I don’t often write about politics. Today, I am, for just a moment.] Parents keep things from their kids. In a healthy family, most of those things aren’t secrets – things which the kids aren’t permitted to know, but…
Lessons in commercial sex
Read moreDear female reader who is starting off on SeekingArrangement (henceforth in this post, “SA”): I learned a few lessons in my time as a CPOS, and I thought you might benefit from them.* 1. Everyone lies. This is true in…
Creep shots revisited (again)
Read moreI struggle with whether creep shots are violating of women’s privacy. I decide to behave as if they are, but I remain unconvinced….
Paean
Read moreShe’s younger than drinking age. I wouldn’t have guessed it, but I got it from her conversation with her companions. Her legs are long, long, muscular, pale white. Her feet are in comfy-looking black leather flats. She wears a pair…