Afternoon Delight with Saya
I had intense and uneven sex with Saya after one of her parties, shaped by her exhaustion, my desire, and our ambiguous emotional entanglement.
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Tag: Ambivalence
Ambivalence
There are a number of women with whom I’ve interacted who give me the ambivalence I seem to crave. This[…]
Read moreCollecting on ambivalence; sharing intimacy
I wrote about how I should run from E, whose ambivalence, I felt sure, spelled ruination for me (and for[…]
Read morePaying for it, revisited
If I’m honest, in my moments of greatest pain, loneliness, rejection, perceived abandonment, what I want more than anything isn’t[…]
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