Massage

Another woman guides my hands. I’m safe, and relieved from decision-making.

I’m experiencing an excruciating radiculopathy. that’s doctor speak for a pain in the neck.

A tantric sex goddess drains my cock.

Wondering about why I don’t mind paying for porn, but I don’t want to pay YOU for porn….

I have a tantra massage adventure with my friend, A.

Some of my thoughts about WHY I want the things I want.

Psychic memory, and your hands on my body.

There’s something about a woman’s touch for me. It need not be sexual (but it’s sure nice if it is).

The space between wanting and doing, mapped out in real time.

A chance encounter in a coffee shop with someone I once paid to dress, suck, and fuck — back in a chapter of my life that ended long ago.