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A model swiped me on Tinder, gave me everything I asked for from afar, and then, when we finally met, gave me almost nothing. I was surprised by how much the ghosting stung.

In which I continue to use my date with Svetlana to explore my likes and dislikes.

My first date with Svetlana, after which i parse the difference between wanting to please me and wanting me to get what I want.

Good riddance to a hateful fuck.

Two hours, imagining V’s mouth. Every detail of it.

To the person to my left, at least, “M.O.” stands for “main objective.”

You can’t always get what you want.

What really makes my cock hard.

Obstacles make attraction and arousal complicated. And enhance them.

I feel anger. Which means I’m avoiding my sadness and my fear.