2024

I have a super-hot fantasy that I can’t tell you about!

I asked Google’s NotebookLM to make a podcast based on this blog. Holy shit do I feel seen!

In recent months, I’ve implemented a pretty profound change to my routine. For years, my morning routine was 1) wake up, 2) meditate for 20 minutes, 3) drink coffee (and, if I’m in a smoking jag, smoke a cigarette), 4)…

As I’ve been thinking about my core, peak fantasy, I’ve been thinking also about the narrow range in which my fantasies occur. There’s a small number of attributes of all my fantasies. They feature clothing, they feature public and private…

Sadness is a gift. I often feel gratitude for the gift of sadness. Many times, I’ve written about how I use anger to defend against other emotions. Anger makes me feel powerful, agentic – like there’s something I can do…

To what extent is what’s good for the goose truly what’s good for this particular gander?

Some helpful rules if you find yourself in the presence of my cock.

I happen to know that I’m less than a block from Serena. I’m tempted to shoot her a text, to say, “Hey, I’m a block away, and I’m thinking of you.” I’m not going to do that.

Remembering Serena’s broken promises and (my) magic wand.

Bittersweet sadness