Year
2024
161 posts
Fantasizing in public
Read moreI have a super-hot fantasy that I can’t tell you about!
Notebooklm and me
Read moreI asked Google’s NotebookLM to make a podcast based on this blog. Holy shit do I feel seen!
Change to my routine
Read moreIn recent months, I’ve implemented a pretty profound change to my routine. For years, my morning routine was 1) wake up, 2) meditate for 20 minutes, 3) drink coffee (and, if I’m in a smoking jag, smoke a cigarette), 4)…
Developmental progress
Read moreAs I’ve been thinking about my core, peak fantasy, I’ve been thinking also about the narrow range in which my fantasies occur. There’s a small number of attributes of all my fantasies. They feature clothing, they feature public and private…
The gift of sadness
Read moreSadness is a gift. I often feel gratitude for the gift of sadness. Many times, I’ve written about how I use anger to defend against other emotions. Anger makes me feel powerful, agentic – like there’s something I can do…
Dominance and submission
Read moreTo what extent is what’s good for the goose truly what’s good for this particular gander?
Rules for handling my cock (ten commandments)
Read moreSome helpful rules if you find yourself in the presence of my cock.
Missing serena
Read moreI happen to know that I’m less than a block from Serena. I’m tempted to shoot her a text, to say, “Hey, I’m a block away, and I’m thinking of you.” I’m not going to do that.
Remembering serena
Read moreRemembering Serena’s broken promises and (my) magic wand.
Bittersweet sadness about serena
Read moreBittersweet sadness