Warning: I’ve written two previous posts in this series (about getting and giving head), and while those posts were, I hope, unremittingly hot (they were unremittingly hot to write), this will not be unremittingly hot.
I’ve also written a bit before about my occasionally problematic relationship to the act of fucking.
I wish that I could write a breathless, hot account of what goes through my head when I’m fucking, but, for better or for worse, the single thought that most frequently goes through my head is, “Please don’t let my erection fade.” Or occasionally, “There’s no way I’m gonna cum like this unless you climb on top of me and ride me hard.”
Oh, I’m not thinking that at every moment. I think all the normal things, like, “Oooh, I love the feeling of my cock sliding into you,” and “Your ass feels so great as my balls slap against it,” and “Keep your fucking head in the pillow while I pound,” and stuff like that. I think those things a lot.
And just because I’m thinking that a lot, doesn’t mean I’m not having fun – because whether I’m thinking it or not, I do love the feeling of my cock sliding into you, and your ass does feel so great as my balls slap against it. And I will enjoy pressing your head down into the pillow while I pound you.
But by far, more than anything, I’m thinking, “Please stay hard, please stay hard, please stay hard.”
Sorry. It’s just how I’m wired, at least thus far….
I’m curious about this. Are your feelings about fucking similar to those about anal? I remember you said anal just felt “more”. Does that apply here too?
In a word, yes.
If I were a guy I’d be thinking the same thing.
But you’re not. So what ARE you thinking when I’m fucking you?
Yeah I can see where a lot of guys have this same thought during sex…….I am very glad that being a woman I don’t have to worry about staying hard….only wet:) and well if that goes away there is always a good lube in the drawer right next to me:)
Belle:)
I totally get what you’re saying….not because I have issues staying hard…
Allot of women have a hard time getting to an orgasm or they don’t do it quickly. I am just not like that. My body was trained pretty young to be able to have one quickly and to have multiple orgasms relatively easily as well so the length of time I’m being fucked is not an issue for me except in that it usually takes him much longer than it takes me and by the time I have had 5 or 6 orgasms my senses just shut off. Without time to reset there’s no chance of my actually “feeling” much besides the actual rubbing of flesh against flesh. Comfortable, but not altogether exciting…lol Now, obviously, if I’ve had a number of orgasms before I shut off I’m enjoying the hell out of the experience…I’m just not one of those “Don’t stop, gawd don’t stop!” kind of women. And if Master is in a mood where he wants to draw the whole thing out as long as possible…well…I chose to enjoy the parts of it that I can, but I am left pretty much where you are…”Gawd I hope I stay wet!”
I’ve never really thought of this. Next time I’m getting some action I will have to see what goes through my head. But then, what I might start thinking about is your blog post, and then I might start thinking of how I need to stay hard, you see the issue you have caused me… haha