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E
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Elust 92
Read moreA monthly round-up of sex blogs.
Update on e
Read moreHer ambivalence is rampant. Mine, vanquished.
Collecting on ambivalence; sharing intimacy
Read moreI didn’t run from E’s ambivalence, and she rewarded me handsomely. Now she wants the blog — but that comes at a price.
Vicissitudes
Read moreThe women in my life come and go, and my mood rises and falls with them.
Ambivalence
Read moreMy desire baffles me. E wants me, she doesn’t want me. My brain says run — but something deeper wants to convert her ambivalence into enthusiasm, even as I suspect I’m really just teeing myself up, again, for the crashing disappointment I secretly crave.
Ruination
Read moreCan you have too many partners? I say “no.”
Sketchy
Read moreShe was trying to be less sketchy. I was trying to be less sketchy. We met on SeekingArrangement.
The first time
Read moreRoom 909. A hotel room, a command, a wait that I can’t sustain, and a first time that leaves marks.