Chatbot history

In 2026, N has written about his relationship with AI tools and the proliferation of unfinished drafts; his views on the "enshittification" of ChatGPT and the relative merits of Claude and Gemini; a fantasy he encoded through AI-generated dream symbolism; a "sapphic soirée" fantasy; a sense of "cold, numb deadness" and his use of sex and women as an antidote; women he has lost or been ghosted by; word clouds as a way to make his blog's content more navigable; and a personal blog chatbot he built using AI tools.

The only 2026 content available here is a brief post announcing a new chatbot called "Ask N."

The only 2026 passage available is a brief post announcing a chatbot called "Ask N" where readers can ask N anything. No other 2026 writing is present in what's available here.

N has written about Italian brainrot — specifically, an AI-generated two-paragraph psychoanalytic analysis of his sexuality, which he found accurate enough to share, noting "there's nothing in here I haven't written." He has also written about a writing project that had been "scaring" him, which he had begun engaging with, alongside other projects in his "non-N life" and some family and friends traveling.

The passages available here do not include N's most recent post. The most recent passage present is from 2020-07-07, in which N has written about a "favorites" exchange with Marina on the topic of mind-blowing discoveries or learning.

The question is addressed to N, not to me — I can only report what N has written.

N has written that stretching with women gives him both physical benefit and what he calls "motivation." He gets to meet "lovely women," have them "dress as I request, moving as I request," while "getting to know" them — and he has said he loves "getting to know lovely women." He has also written that the sessions give him "visuals and the physical benefits" his partners provide, and that a thirty-minute stretch with a "delightful, delicious companion/muse/trainer" is "just so fucking fun."