Feeling sexual, feeling asexual, self-destruction and enlivening
Read moreI’m not feeling very good, and I’m facing some scary things up ahead. This makes me behave in ways that surprise me.
Itching
Read moreAfter a conversation with Sofia, I was bitten by a mosquito, and I thought about what the itch felt like. It felt like a useful metaphor.
Random thoughts [drafts from the archive]
Read moreI haven’t written much recently. Which means I have a lot of thoughts turning over in my head. [But this was from years ago….]
Remember sofia?
Read moreI miss Sofia.
Hunger, and feedback
Read moreOn distant buddies and virtual threesomes.
Inspiration
Read moreHelena soñó que se dejaba los sueños olvidados en una isla.
Sofia
Read moreSeven years with Sofia, and I’ve never written about her in a way that does justice to what we have. This is me, beginning to fix that.
Sadness and sadomasochism
Read moreI am sad.
Quarantine buddy
Read moreMy “quarantine buddy.”
Remembering exes
Read moreThis isn’t at all a summary of the post, but it’s hot, nonetheless: this week, I imagined a world in which V might once again suck my cock.